Monday, July 12, 2010

天资不足,就得更努力!

不懂是不是自己的头脑变差了还是原本就将差?!...最近读书的能力真的是。。kanasai!!!...一点点东西都要很久才能明白跟记得==

真的不明白,当年的第一名跟第二名我是怎样拿来的??侥幸??班上水准差??==

不管啦,酱旧了的历史也不想回想了...我只是知道现在的我很烂!!

别人看两眼就记得了,我看一整天才懂一点点T.T

最近真的是~~Haiz~~心情烂透,差一点还没到谷底罢了==考试又来了,没变,还是要比别人早读,早看...虽然到头来成绩还是比那些考试前一天才读的来得差...

没变,天资不足,就得更努力!

Thursday, July 8, 2010

Suffering~

Haiz~ im stress nowaday..not only in studies..but anything!!!...shit~ now only realise that this sem only got 3 months, and im still acting like an idiot..wtf?!

God~ i cant ply ply ady...this is damn important to me...must study well...i must go to AUS next year..i dont wanna stay in HELP anymore!!!...must do well in these months..><

Haiz~ i just feel of want to cry underneath my pillow T.T~ shit...im suffer from it...it make me use all of my brain spaces to think...not even have a space for me to think write what for my SMS..T.T

Sucks~ i just dont like to smile recently...y everyone must say im abnormal whn i dont smile?!..i just tired of it...who the hell hav the mood to smile whn thy are suffer in studies?? FXXK OFF la...

I didn change at all!!! Is just u that dont know me well only...my attitute is always like this..