天资不足，就得更努力！

不懂是不是自己的头脑变差了还是原本就将差？！...最近读书的能力真的是。。kanasai!!!...一点点东西都要很久才能明白跟记得==

真的不明白，当年的第一名跟第二名我是怎样拿来的？？侥幸？？班上水准差？？==

不管啦，酱旧了的历史也不想回想了...我只是知道现在的我很烂！！

别人看两眼就记得了，我看一整天才懂一点点T.T

最近真的是~~Haiz~~心情烂透，差一点还没到谷底罢了==考试又来了，没变，还是要比别人早读，早看...虽然到头来成绩还是比那些考试前一天才读的来得差...

没变，天资不足，就得更努力！

Suffering~

Haiz~ im stress nowaday..not only in studies..but anything!!!...shit~ now only realise that this sem only got 3 months, and im still acting like an idiot..wtf?!

God~ i cant ply ply ady...this is damn important to me...must study well...i must go to AUS next year..i dont wanna stay in HELP anymore!!!...must do well in these months..><

Haiz~ i just feel of want to cry underneath my pillow T.T~ shit...im suffer from it...it make me use all of my brain spaces to think...not even have a space for me to think write what for my SMS..T.T

Sucks~ i just dont like to smile recently...y everyone must say im abnormal whn i dont smile?!..i just tired of it...who the hell hav the mood to smile whn thy are suffer in studies?? FXXK OFF la...

I didn change at all!!! Is just u that dont know me well only...my attitute is always like this..