看开就好~

Well..though the topic is in chinese, but writing in english will be better..haha..my chinese become broke since leaving high school~~ i mean in writing =P

Hmm..start with what will be better?? anyway la..just talkk..

Well..semester 2 in my 1st year in Help is going to end soon in 2 more weeks..final exam is coming!!! OMG!!..quite scared..as the subject is HARD!!! ==..haiz~ just hav to study lo..what can do other thn that?!..but definately not now lo~ no mood!! I think i will start few days more..but guarantee not last minute, im not the one that study whole midnight like those night ghost==

Talk bout the life of uni, well, everything seems become used to it ady~ environment, friends etc. though i still always complain bout this bout that..XD

Hmm..theres alot of thing happen this year~ i quite enjoy in it as well..^^..meeting my new uni buddies!..though theres something which doesnt work well..hav a bit regret bout that..but what i can do i already did..just..may be is not the right time, right place, right people..(天时地利人和)...like what i said..see open thn good =)

Life like that wont last long right? everyone gonna seperate in different major soon..cant gather as usual already..~><~..haiz~ will feel sad~ but wont last long ofcoz..everone will growth..friends will never be along for life..learn to enjoy learn to hav fun with them is the only way to let their face forever remember in our brain..

Life is tough, life is hard, yet we still hav to process it...learn to adapt learn to forgive is the only way to survive..everything see widely will make our life better=)

天资不足，就得更努力！

不懂是不是自己的头脑变差了还是原本就将差？！...最近读书的能力真的是。。kanasai!!!...一点点东西都要很久才能明白跟记得==

真的不明白，当年的第一名跟第二名我是怎样拿来的？？侥幸？？班上水准差？？==

不管啦，酱旧了的历史也不想回想了...我只是知道现在的我很烂！！

别人看两眼就记得了，我看一整天才懂一点点T.T

最近真的是~~Haiz~~心情烂透，差一点还没到谷底罢了==考试又来了，没变，还是要比别人早读，早看...虽然到头来成绩还是比那些考试前一天才读的来得差...

没变，天资不足，就得更努力！

Suffering~

Haiz~ im stress nowaday..not only in studies..but anything!!!...shit~ now only realise that this sem only got 3 months, and im still acting like an idiot..wtf?!

God~ i cant ply ply ady...this is damn important to me...must study well...i must go to AUS next year..i dont wanna stay in HELP anymore!!!...must do well in these months..><

Haiz~ i just feel of want to cry underneath my pillow T.T~ shit...im suffer from it...it make me use all of my brain spaces to think...not even have a space for me to think write what for my SMS..T.T

Sucks~ i just dont like to smile recently...y everyone must say im abnormal whn i dont smile?!..i just tired of it...who the hell hav the mood to smile whn thy are suffer in studies?? FXXK OFF la...

I didn change at all!!! Is just u that dont know me well only...my attitute is always like this..

不开心~理由？没有...

LOL...quite funny actually...my look seems joy and high~..but thrs something tell me that im not happy..and i dont know why~ i try many way to get rid of it..exercise, drama, comic, music, guitar, movie~~yet..it works temporaly..later on it will back to same mood==

FXXK!!!...feel like wanna talk...but i not even know start from where...GESSUS~~...I HATE THESE FEELING~~

Haiz~ xianz...now just keep hearing on loud volume music n simply ply my guitar to paralyze it~~aikz~ cincai la...let it cool down 1st...these weekend must study bout Acc n Mkt ady..not really understand n hear during the class...==

不开心，可以很简单，可以没有理由，可以很复杂．．．其实追根究底，它只不过是有心而生的一种感觉，只要找到源头，自然会痊愈．．．你呢？不开心，会怎样解决？！

Finally!!! School Started!!! New Sem!!!

Yoo~~ finally 5 weeks pass~~is So FaSt wei!!!...2nd sem is come ady..XD

And today meet friends that didn saw in a month..><..haha..some i nearly forget the name..:-P..not purposely k~><

Oh~ and yea~ i Pass All my subject..XD..though the result is not good..T.T..i gonna try harder for this new sem^^

Btw..just wanna mention something~~ my little tiger friend, LEO~~XD..nice wan..hope he get his drinks soon~~GOD BLESS HIM~~hehe

Glad to saw my cutie friends again..XD..new sem!!! Roar!!!..XD

Last week of Hol!day~~

Well~ finally~ 5 weeks of sem break is almost end...though is a long break..but now..i feel that..Wao~ wanna end liao?!..i not even start to Play?!..XD..just kidding though..:-P

Whatever la..just hav to face the truth of the result soon..just hav to start over and harder for those subject that fails..(hope that it wont too muchT.T)..is time for wake up earlly everday days ady..~><~

Hows my Holiday?!..Haha..1 words to describe only~~ WASTED!!!...like a mandarin describition 虚度光阴==...Ya, i know is I that dont use properly..so what?!..is sure that hav ppl that do the same things like me..==

The only thing that i feel relief is that..my msg hav that Effect ?!..seems my language level still not that bad as i thought..XD..feel quite suprise for the reply..And i did Enjoy abit..Hehe~

Agr~~ LAST WEEK..YA~~I gonna use all my MBO card credit...prepare to Sapu all Movie..WAKAKAKA!!!

提升自己，接受挑战~

突然觉得，是时候把自己提升了，是时候改变一下，改变自己的态度，自己的思维，自己对人处事的态度...是时候让自己变得更成熟一些~

当一个人面对比自己强悍，比自己能干的人...往往都会投以羡慕的眼光...
可能是大男人主义作祟，或者是天蝎座‘不输得’的个性，面对着比自己更强悍的人，就有一种想要超越的意念，尤其当对方是异性或者你喜爱的人，就更会有“一定要比你更厉害” 的想法...

虽然现在才开始起步未免有点晚，但至少现在开始能一点一点的把距离拉近...总有一天会追得上你的~

距离并不是你我之间的差距，而是我要追上你的时间~

我相信只要放大脚步，我总有站到你身旁的机会~