Suffering~

Haiz~ im stress nowaday..not only in studies..but anything!!!...shit~ now only realise that this sem only got 3 months, and im still acting like an idiot..wtf?!

God~ i cant ply ply ady...this is damn important to me...must study well...i must go to AUS next year..i dont wanna stay in HELP anymore!!!...must do well in these months..><

Haiz~ i just feel of want to cry underneath my pillow T.T~ shit...im suffer from it...it make me use all of my brain spaces to think...not even have a space for me to think write what for my SMS..T.T

Sucks~ i just dont like to smile recently...y everyone must say im abnormal whn i dont smile?!..i just tired of it...who the hell hav the mood to smile whn thy are suffer in studies?? FXXK OFF la...

I didn change at all!!! Is just u that dont know me well only...my attitute is always like this..

不开心~理由？没有...

LOL...quite funny actually...my look seems joy and high~..but thrs something tell me that im not happy..and i dont know why~ i try many way to get rid of it..exercise, drama, comic, music, guitar, movie~~yet..it works temporaly..later on it will back to same mood==

FXXK!!!...feel like wanna talk...but i not even know start from where...GESSUS~~...I HATE THESE FEELING~~

Haiz~ xianz...now just keep hearing on loud volume music n simply ply my guitar to paralyze it~~aikz~ cincai la...let it cool down 1st...these weekend must study bout Acc n Mkt ady..not really understand n hear during the class...==

不开心，可以很简单，可以没有理由，可以很复杂．．．其实追根究底，它只不过是有心而生的一种感觉，只要找到源头，自然会痊愈．．．你呢？不开心，会怎样解决？！

Finally!!! School Started!!! New Sem!!!

Yoo~~ finally 5 weeks pass~~is So FaSt wei!!!...2nd sem is come ady..XD

And today meet friends that didn saw in a month..><..haha..some i nearly forget the name..:-P..not purposely k~><

Oh~ and yea~ i Pass All my subject..XD..though the result is not good..T.T..i gonna try harder for this new sem^^

Btw..just wanna mention something~~ my little tiger friend, LEO~~XD..nice wan..hope he get his drinks soon~~GOD BLESS HIM~~hehe

Glad to saw my cutie friends again..XD..new sem!!! Roar!!!..XD

Last week of Hol!day~~

Well~ finally~ 5 weeks of sem break is almost end...though is a long break..but now..i feel that..Wao~ wanna end liao?!..i not even start to Play?!..XD..just kidding though..:-P

Whatever la..just hav to face the truth of the result soon..just hav to start over and harder for those subject that fails..(hope that it wont too muchT.T)..is time for wake up earlly everday days ady..~><~

Hows my Holiday?!..Haha..1 words to describe only~~ WASTED!!!...like a mandarin describition 虚度光阴==...Ya, i know is I that dont use properly..so what?!..is sure that hav ppl that do the same things like me..==

The only thing that i feel relief is that..my msg hav that Effect ?!..seems my language level still not that bad as i thought..XD..feel quite suprise for the reply..And i did Enjoy abit..Hehe~

Agr~~ LAST WEEK..YA~~I gonna use all my MBO card credit...prepare to Sapu all Movie..WAKAKAKA!!!

提升自己，接受挑战~

突然觉得，是时候把自己提升了，是时候改变一下，改变自己的态度，自己的思维，自己对人处事的态度...是时候让自己变得更成熟一些~

当一个人面对比自己强悍，比自己能干的人...往往都会投以羡慕的眼光...
可能是大男人主义作祟，或者是天蝎座‘不输得’的个性，面对着比自己更强悍的人，就有一种想要超越的意念，尤其当对方是异性或者你喜爱的人，就更会有“一定要比你更厉害” 的想法...

虽然现在才开始起步未免有点晚，但至少现在开始能一点一点的把距离拉近...总有一天会追得上你的~

距离并不是你我之间的差距，而是我要追上你的时间~

我相信只要放大脚步，我总有站到你身旁的机会~

Finally..ended exam..ended 1st sem...

LOL..finally..finished...normally i should say HOORAY~~for this..yet..is not the suitable words for the mood now..Ya..is true that finish exam make u feel no more stress..but what if u know u will fail some of the subject and gonna retake next sem??..i tell u~~ u wont have the mxxther Fxxker mind to celebrate==..all my mind is..HOLY CRAPS..how i suppose to tell me parents..T.T
First sem ended..lol..didn hav any feeling for that..sucks..my ptptn stuff have n settle somemore..my six sence tell me i gonna ruin it again..MCB..IM TOTALLY ON FIRE NOW!!!

Haiz~seriously..i still cant or prepared to change my mode to holiday yet..i just feel so useless to my own..cant done eveything well..~><~..or may be i just not the type of study boy..so what to do in future??..2 choice..beggar..or just go suicide to wait for ur next life role...==..(ofcoz im kidding==)

And...i feel sorry for being unconcern to my dear recently..i admit that im stress for exam and cause me no mood..the other reason is that i found that i has lost my confidence on continue on this part..is feel like distance damn far..a big gap waiting for me to across..yet, i dont hav enough courage n confidence to do it...T.T

LOL..haiz..T.T..i just hav to slp more now..this week my driving condition damn worst..2 times slightly kena bang..1 time really BANG ppl car..my 1st time car accident..T.T..what a shame~><~ (and i didn tell u, just becoz i dont want u to be worried)

HOLIDAY for 5 weeks now..hope i can find back myself in this month..i just wonder y we cant winter sleep like bear har??..if can..i no need think so much and can sleep till next sem only..><
LOL..im totally DOWN now..
BYE my friends..see u guys next sem if possible...

1st time ever feel fear for exam!!!

LOL...final exam is coming next week...yet i dont have complete mood to study..==..
Account, Economy, Management, IT...these 4 subjects..other thn Acc, i hav no confidence at all to pass other 3..==

Well..theres been a long time since i will fear for the exam...i has lost this feelings since form 1 or form 2...i guess anyone that come out from chinese independent high school will feel that too..
By training well by the hell system of having exam everytimes...u will feel insentive for exam anymore...just act it as a normal exercise==...

Not untill this year..WTF..what system is this har??..u hav to pass ur final exam only can pass ur subject..OMG..which mean even ur average mark pass, if final fail..consider as FAIL...
No one can ever hav 100% guarantee to pass a exam k?!..theres always hav accident wait infront of u==...
Shit~~this time no more think of cover lower result exam by higher result exam...coz ONCE final fail..U FAIL..hav to take 4 more month and 1.6k to resit again..GG.com

Laiye~~the feelings of fear...long time didn see u ady==...
Haiz~~what to do?!..just hav to keep on fighting..with the experience all the years..i'll TRY MY BEST to overcome u..(yet i cant say 'i swear', coz i really no confidence for that== )