Finally..ended exam..ended 1st sem...

LOL..finally..finished...normally i should say HOORAY~~for this..yet..is not the suitable words for the mood now..Ya..is true that finish exam make u feel no more stress..but what if u know u will fail some of the subject and gonna retake next sem??..i tell u~~ u wont have the mxxther Fxxker mind to celebrate==..all my mind is..HOLY CRAPS..how i suppose to tell me parents..T.T
First sem ended..lol..didn hav any feeling for that..sucks..my ptptn stuff have n settle somemore..my six sence tell me i gonna ruin it again..MCB..IM TOTALLY ON FIRE NOW!!!

Haiz~seriously..i still cant or prepared to change my mode to holiday yet..i just feel so useless to my own..cant done eveything well..~><~..or may be i just not the type of study boy..so what to do in future??..2 choice..beggar..or just go suicide to wait for ur next life role...==..(ofcoz im kidding==)

And...i feel sorry for being unconcern to my dear recently..i admit that im stress for exam and cause me no mood..the other reason is that i found that i has lost my confidence on continue on this part..is feel like distance damn far..a big gap waiting for me to across..yet, i dont hav enough courage n confidence to do it...T.T

LOL..haiz..T.T..i just hav to slp more now..this week my driving condition damn worst..2 times slightly kena bang..1 time really BANG ppl car..my 1st time car accident..T.T..what a shame~><~ (and i didn tell u, just becoz i dont want u to be worried)

HOLIDAY for 5 weeks now..hope i can find back myself in this month..i just wonder y we cant winter sleep like bear har??..if can..i no need think so much and can sleep till next sem only..><
LOL..im totally DOWN now..
BYE my friends..see u guys next sem if possible...

1st time ever feel fear for exam!!!

LOL...final exam is coming next week...yet i dont have complete mood to study..==..
Account, Economy, Management, IT...these 4 subjects..other thn Acc, i hav no confidence at all to pass other 3..==

Well..theres been a long time since i will fear for the exam...i has lost this feelings since form 1 or form 2...i guess anyone that come out from chinese independent high school will feel that too..
By training well by the hell system of having exam everytimes...u will feel insentive for exam anymore...just act it as a normal exercise==...

Not untill this year..WTF..what system is this har??..u hav to pass ur final exam only can pass ur subject..OMG..which mean even ur average mark pass, if final fail..consider as FAIL...
No one can ever hav 100% guarantee to pass a exam k?!..theres always hav accident wait infront of u==...
Shit~~this time no more think of cover lower result exam by higher result exam...coz ONCE final fail..U FAIL..hav to take 4 more month and 1.6k to resit again..GG.com

Laiye~~the feelings of fear...long time didn see u ady==...
Haiz~~what to do?!..just hav to keep on fighting..with the experience all the years..i'll TRY MY BEST to overcome u..(yet i cant say 'i swear', coz i really no confidence for that== )